Walking out of LT12 after the last of my Japanese papers ever, i felt a flurry of emotions that couldn't be described. relief that it's over, surprise cos i actually managed to finish within the time limit, for once..不舍 cos this is my last Japanese language paper ever. After 6 semesters of Japanese, i suddenly realise how much my university life revolved around it, and how empty it's gonna be without Japanese. And then i was reminded of the fact that i am in fact, graduating this semester. And of cos i wanna graduate, but still..
and now it's worry, cos all the jap experts are saying it was damn hard and all that, and geez, if they found it hard, what about me? not sure if they're exaggerating or if there's something wrong with me, mebbe..
侘寂, as kyo-chan said.. i'm glad i persisted with my Japanese, though disappointed with myself for not studying well for it.. and i still have 4 more papers to go.　はい、ファイティン！
じゃ、また。